Nothingess Revisited

I can't say i missed my diary in last 6 months. I have been completely lost in the struggle to survive in my fiercely competitive occupation. And as always, i never like to write half-heartedly.

Now again, as i have nothing specific to say even today, today seems to be perfect to end Nothingness - my last incomplete post.

Thats it.
Thanks for reading. (and thinking over my writing if anyone's going to).

No Pain, No Gain - Shalini

20th February, 2008

me: u win again
Shalini: i do, im winner :)
me: bt u know what for AGAIN?
Shalini: hmm no
me: :D
Shalini: ?
me: i told bout initiating the chat here. i wait for sm time, then give up n u win :)
Shalini: i got it
me: dont mind. so u watched match?
Shalini: yes, i gtg, board meeting soon, i have work
me: bad luck today. hw to pass time nw ? why do they give work to u ?
Shalini: im the only employee
me: its cruelty. u deserve not to work
Shalini: right. i agree, but then life is pointless. one must work n suffer. life is about suffering and finding thru it happiness,
which does not depend on ur suffering n can be understood only by it.
but i would agree not to work...
me: moral? want to suffer or want to work or want to be happy?
is suffering compulsory in work?
or work is compulsory to be happy?
or sufering is necessary to be happy?
Shalini: the last, yes. the others, i dont know
me: i think we should be able to do sm work to contribute smthing to society,
which gives us feel of achievement. Suffering is not required always.
Shalini: to feel happy its needed otherwise one cant differentiate
me: ya, thats true bt it should be natural, we're not supposed to ask for artificial pain?
unless the job itself is that of having pain to make others happy :P
Shalini: im going. cu later
me: papers r flattend by dhoni :)