25th February, 2008
me: so hw s my poem :)
Shalini: was it urs
me: u dont know my id? i sent from mobile ystrdy
Shalini: i mean from u, written by u yaar
me: not original, i know. so u like only original?
Shalini: no, i can read any, but originals r better
me: k. i ll look out for inspiration :)
Shalini: its ok
me: u cant think like poet in real life with probs. all around
Shalini: right
me: i gotta go for pet pooja :)
Shalini: what is pet pooja
me: feeding stomach
Shalini: u want it right? u want to have some prob
i think i will be busy in some time, must work on the firm website with the sys admin
me: they say one has to pass thru sufferings to succeed, its compulsory.
no gain without pain
Shalini: this does not apply to self inflicted suffering leading to health probs
me: oh no its diff, today i ve stoped
Shalini: its not something i would do. but its ur choice
me: i ll not smoke untill pain is over. maybe coz the chnge of brand
20 minutes later
me: so u took that suffering story in context of cigarettes :D
it was bout general life
Shalini: general rules always apply to specific things :)
me: my colleague too is wrking on a directory btw :P
she talked to me today :)
Shalini: and what did she say
me: it was official bt she cud ve avoided me if she wished.
7 minutes later
Shalini: oh oh
me: jealous ?
Shalini: huh not at all
i was thinkng - this is what u consider progress
me: changing pc hold on.
Shalini: but if u dont have anything, then this is something i guess
im going out, will come later
35 minutes later
me: progress lol
she didnt say sorry, it was official chat.
27th February 2008
me: hi soni
Shalini: hi
me: hw was the poem?
holding my breathe
m not blinking yet
Shalini: aaa which 1? u sent on mail?
me: ya
Shalini: ah yes. well fine
me: just fine? its original. for u only :)
Shalini: oh then more valuable
me: hw bout the idea btw?
Shalini: which 1
me: making the boss ur pet :P
at least tell me that u smiled when reading, not laughed maybe.
Shalini: yaar i dont remember, i suppose this will go on one more week. then i will be more free
me: i was so angry last evng, still i wrote u that one
6 minutes later
Shalini: angry with whom
me: one school girl in chat, she was my frnd till ystrdy. she invited me to chat on yahoo, asked my photo n then said u dont look good at all
6 minutes later
Shalini: :) which pic did u send
me: i had none in this pc so copied from gmail chat image n sent :D
Shalini: next time send the other one, which u sent first to me, it is better
this one from gmail chat is not good
me: i know bt its not why i got angry, she has right to believe what she thinks suitable. bt she didnt care to say bye or anythig n just signed out of msngr.
n above that she had been copying my way of pasting profile visitors n today's fortune in her scrapbook.
i commented on that n she got angry n removed me from list
btw didnt i invite u on face book?
Shalini: no u didnt
me: what is ur id?
Shalini: hmmm i log on with my gmail id :)
me: oh ys i m just a week old.
got it?
Shalini: nope
me: they say friend request sent.
Shalini: maybe it will take a few mins
me: saw ur name
Shalini: it came
me: Mia Uyeda thinks that today is the day you should tell ur secret crush the truth :)
Shalini: what r these things
me: see my other friend Mia. its her status message so i just sent her msg that i love her :P
Shalini: good. good luck
me: i love u too btw :)
Shalini: too many crushes, dont u think
me: whats crush exctly ? isnt it for teens only I guess?
Shalini: u said something abt telling truths to secret crushes
me: i had many crushes in school, maybe one every day :D
Shalini: no, for me crush is not only for teenagers
i'm done with this i hope, for the rest of life, its all past
i know one thing, soch samajhke paar karna :)
if ur going to go for love marriage
me: suddenly i ve started to hate marriage,
Shalini: bcos love is ok till u dont come to live with the person
well dont marry
me: par ye jalim samaj, ye bedard duniya, ye muje har hafte ek ladki dikhane le jate hai.
abhi ek ghante me jana hai
tumhe hindi gaaliya aati hai??? i m short of it
Shalini: i know some but i dont use
maybe u will come to know someone good for marriage this way, by seeing many
me: tell which u know, i m bored with the 4-5 I know, need variety to abuse sitting alone in my room each evening
Shalini: no i wont say them
n u have to reconsider whether to use them or not :)
if u have negative attitude nothing good will come
enjoy sitting alone while u can :) later u will wish to have chance but u wont
me: so u know hard core gaaliya :P
hey nw i can send all my new applications to u
Shalini: yeah u can, i can also, i have many
me: chek that what person attracts u?
i got outgoing person.:P
Shalini: alright i got to get to work seriously now, so far working n chatting, but work permitted it. now have to do some important things that need concentration
me: i m nt important :(
Shalini: i get paid to work here. pay me to chat with u n i will stay whole day :)
see u
me: hey they send u real gift for money on face book? or just photos :DShalini: no real things. everything is virtual bye
Wednesday, 23 March 2011
Tuesday, 22 March 2011
what sweet are you fond of ?
21st February, 2008
me: i wrote for u, took 3 hours :)
Shalini: ru sure
me: ok i got it on net !
what to do, i cant write so good
Shalini: dont be upset abt this, few ppl can
me: i wrote one for an RJ here, that was original.
Shalini: what is RJ
me: radio jokey, works in fm radio stations like tv anchors
Shalini: right
me: her prog. on valentine's day was so good, i had to mail her from mobile !
i could send u bt its in gujarati.
Shalini: so was their any response to ur creation
me: no, she had replied to my msg bfore bt the shayri didnt manage to get reply :(
Shalini: must try again then
me: yeah waiting for inspiration, she everyday talks on air as if talkin to me, i ve to respond, na?
Shalini: as if talking to u :)
me: believe me. :)
Shalini: do u like kheer
me: like bt not very fond of
Shalini: what sweet ru fond of
me: you
ok i like gulab jamun, jalebi. avoid sweets usually
Shalini: :) i dont like indian sweets, i think only sandesh and kheer, but here we also make.
indian sweets r very sweet. i like chocolate most of all
me: i guessed so, i dont like it tasting like sugar
11 minutes later
me: dreaming bout me?
Shalini: no i got work, and also many other things to do, chat, read forums
me: ya more important than my bakwas .
btw u want to read that poem of mine?
Shalini: ok but i wont understand it
me: i ll translatte it for u
“Prakruti ni bak bak etli to miss karu chhu..
weekend ma bas Purani Jeans paheri ne faru chhu !
Samay ne kahi didhu ulto chale..
Somvaar ni Raat Divas thi pahela aave”
just tell me hw much did u got?
then i ll fill in the blanks :)
Shalini: almost nothing
me: ok. her name is Prakruti.
i miss Prakruti's bakwas so much that i move around wearing purani jeans ( name of her program) whole saturdy and sunday
i told the time to go slow n let the night of monday come before the day (of monday)
Shalini: huh so i have understood the first line then
why do u want the time to go slow when u cant wait for monday?
me: soorry sorry, translation mistake. it was told to run in reverse actually :)
ulta means reverse in gujarati like hindi :)
Shalini: why to run in reverse
me: to have night bfore day :D
its simple i think. wasnt it a good one? her program comes at 9 pm btw
Shalini: ahh monday night to come b4 the day
me: now u got it :)
Shalini: well n i didnt know her show is at night
me: ok i missed it, its tough to convert poem in other language. the feel is lost n she told a much better poem once. bout chilly winter night aur laherate baal.
that too in gujarati :)
Shalini: do u read poems
me: started recently, i can edit others’ creations n give my message. its fun :P
Shalini: i like shelley
me: hw is she?
tell her good day from me :)
8 minutes later
me: hi princess :)
Shalini: shelley is poet
me: lol
ok i need a lot of inspiration n get rid of the negative thoughts to read it seriously n know poets.
gotta have tea , keep up the serious work :)
Shalini: yes see u
42 minutes later
me: hey check out sm polls i created in PJ community in orkut, its funny :)
Shalini: can u send link
me: (link)
Shalini: yeah i saw another of u there and all
me: comment?
Shalini: what to say...
me: tell that u ROFL
Shalini: sometimes i dont like being sincere. its very hard sometimes. its something i must work on. its a fault in me
i mean one should not be sincere always
me: ? what sincere?
Shalini: i have to go out, but im feeling so sleepy that i dont want
me: we were talking PJ :D
so u didnt vote?
Shalini: no. what is PJ, is what i think it is
yaar outside there r protests, how will i go out?? there r ppl shouting
me: Poor Joke it is.
why protest?
Shalini: yes, so i thought
huh u know, under the window, a whole croud, the street is full
me: no idea why?
maybe they're lookig for u :) mad bout u :)
Shalini: haha
protest against the gov, they r shouting – resign.
so many ppl
me: same prob with all govt.
r u on face book?
Shalini: yes. they r still going on the street, so many
me: yes for what? should i invite u? i ve got a VJ there :P
Shalini: ok im still stuck to the window, its scary, thousands of ppl still no end of the line
me: u dont have much population so its really big i guess
thousands ?
Shalini: wow there is no end, streets r very big, n they r full of ppl moving since i told u
me: so all stopped working?
Shalini: those who r on the street, we too :) to watch
oh they r about to end, i see the end of the line
me: ohh no gotta get back to work na :D
me: ystrdy when u went to wrk, i was chatting with another girl, she told me as she is one month older than me, mujhe uska kaha manna padega :D
Shalini: hmmm unrealized boss attitude?
me: hw bout wife being ur boss ?
8 minutes later
Shalini: depends
me: lol
me: i wrote for u, took 3 hours :)
Shalini: ru sure
me: ok i got it on net !
what to do, i cant write so good
Shalini: dont be upset abt this, few ppl can
me: i wrote one for an RJ here, that was original.
Shalini: what is RJ
me: radio jokey, works in fm radio stations like tv anchors
Shalini: right
me: her prog. on valentine's day was so good, i had to mail her from mobile !
i could send u bt its in gujarati.
Shalini: so was their any response to ur creation
me: no, she had replied to my msg bfore bt the shayri didnt manage to get reply :(
Shalini: must try again then
me: yeah waiting for inspiration, she everyday talks on air as if talkin to me, i ve to respond, na?
Shalini: as if talking to u :)
me: believe me. :)
Shalini: do u like kheer
me: like bt not very fond of
Shalini: what sweet ru fond of
me: you
ok i like gulab jamun, jalebi. avoid sweets usually
Shalini: :) i dont like indian sweets, i think only sandesh and kheer, but here we also make.
indian sweets r very sweet. i like chocolate most of all
me: i guessed so, i dont like it tasting like sugar
11 minutes later
me: dreaming bout me?
Shalini: no i got work, and also many other things to do, chat, read forums
me: ya more important than my bakwas .
btw u want to read that poem of mine?
Shalini: ok but i wont understand it
me: i ll translatte it for u
“Prakruti ni bak bak etli to miss karu chhu..
weekend ma bas Purani Jeans paheri ne faru chhu !
Samay ne kahi didhu ulto chale..
Somvaar ni Raat Divas thi pahela aave”
just tell me hw much did u got?
then i ll fill in the blanks :)
Shalini: almost nothing
me: ok. her name is Prakruti.
i miss Prakruti's bakwas so much that i move around wearing purani jeans ( name of her program) whole saturdy and sunday
i told the time to go slow n let the night of monday come before the day (of monday)
Shalini: huh so i have understood the first line then
why do u want the time to go slow when u cant wait for monday?
me: soorry sorry, translation mistake. it was told to run in reverse actually :)
ulta means reverse in gujarati like hindi :)
Shalini: why to run in reverse
me: to have night bfore day :D
its simple i think. wasnt it a good one? her program comes at 9 pm btw
Shalini: ahh monday night to come b4 the day
me: now u got it :)
Shalini: well n i didnt know her show is at night
me: ok i missed it, its tough to convert poem in other language. the feel is lost n she told a much better poem once. bout chilly winter night aur laherate baal.
that too in gujarati :)
Shalini: do u read poems
me: started recently, i can edit others’ creations n give my message. its fun :P
Shalini: i like shelley
me: hw is she?
tell her good day from me :)
8 minutes later
me: hi princess :)
Shalini: shelley is poet
me: lol
ok i need a lot of inspiration n get rid of the negative thoughts to read it seriously n know poets.
gotta have tea , keep up the serious work :)
Shalini: yes see u
42 minutes later
me: hey check out sm polls i created in PJ community in orkut, its funny :)
Shalini: can u send link
me: (link)
Shalini: yeah i saw another of u there and all
me: comment?
Shalini: what to say...
me: tell that u ROFL
Shalini: sometimes i dont like being sincere. its very hard sometimes. its something i must work on. its a fault in me
i mean one should not be sincere always
me: ? what sincere?
Shalini: i have to go out, but im feeling so sleepy that i dont want
me: we were talking PJ :D
so u didnt vote?
Shalini: no. what is PJ, is what i think it is
yaar outside there r protests, how will i go out?? there r ppl shouting
me: Poor Joke it is.
why protest?
Shalini: yes, so i thought
huh u know, under the window, a whole croud, the street is full
me: no idea why?
maybe they're lookig for u :) mad bout u :)
Shalini: haha
protest against the gov, they r shouting – resign.
so many ppl
me: same prob with all govt.
r u on face book?
Shalini: yes. they r still going on the street, so many
me: yes for what? should i invite u? i ve got a VJ there :P
Shalini: ok im still stuck to the window, its scary, thousands of ppl still no end of the line
me: u dont have much population so its really big i guess
thousands ?
Shalini: wow there is no end, streets r very big, n they r full of ppl moving since i told u
me: so all stopped working?
Shalini: those who r on the street, we too :) to watch
oh they r about to end, i see the end of the line
me: ohh no gotta get back to work na :D
me: ystrdy when u went to wrk, i was chatting with another girl, she told me as she is one month older than me, mujhe uska kaha manna padega :D
Shalini: hmmm unrealized boss attitude?
me: hw bout wife being ur boss ?
8 minutes later
Shalini: depends
me: lol
Saturday, 11 December 2010
Nothingess Revisited
I can't say i missed my diary in last 6 months. I have been completely lost in the struggle to survive in my fiercely competitive occupation. And as always, i never like to write half-heartedly.
Now again, as i have nothing specific to say even today, today seems to be perfect to end Nothingness - my last incomplete post.
Thats it.
Thanks for reading. (and thinking over my writing if anyone's going to).
Now again, as i have nothing specific to say even today, today seems to be perfect to end Nothingness - my last incomplete post.
Thats it.
Thanks for reading. (and thinking over my writing if anyone's going to).
Thursday, 2 December 2010
No Pain, No Gain - Shalini
20th February, 2008
me: u win again
Shalini: i do, im winner :)
me: bt u know what for AGAIN?
Shalini: hmm no
me: :D
Shalini: ?
me: i told bout initiating the chat here. i wait for sm time, then give up n u win :)
Shalini: i got it
me: dont mind. so u watched match?
Shalini: yes, i gtg, board meeting soon, i have work
me: bad luck today. hw to pass time nw ? why do they give work to u ?
Shalini: im the only employee
me: its cruelty. u deserve not to work
Shalini: right. i agree, but then life is pointless. one must work n suffer. life is about suffering and finding thru it happiness,
which does not depend on ur suffering n can be understood only by it.
but i would agree not to work...
me: moral? want to suffer or want to work or want to be happy?
is suffering compulsory in work?
or work is compulsory to be happy?
or sufering is necessary to be happy?
Shalini: the last, yes. the others, i dont know
me: i think we should be able to do sm work to contribute smthing to society,
which gives us feel of achievement. Suffering is not required always.
Shalini: to feel happy its needed otherwise one cant differentiate
me: ya, thats true bt it should be natural, we're not supposed to ask for artificial pain?
unless the job itself is that of having pain to make others happy :P
Shalini: im going. cu later
me: papers r flattend by dhoni :)
me: u win again
Shalini: i do, im winner :)
me: bt u know what for AGAIN?
Shalini: hmm no
me: :D
Shalini: ?
me: i told bout initiating the chat here. i wait for sm time, then give up n u win :)
Shalini: i got it
me: dont mind. so u watched match?
Shalini: yes, i gtg, board meeting soon, i have work
me: bad luck today. hw to pass time nw ? why do they give work to u ?
Shalini: im the only employee
me: its cruelty. u deserve not to work
Shalini: right. i agree, but then life is pointless. one must work n suffer. life is about suffering and finding thru it happiness,
which does not depend on ur suffering n can be understood only by it.
but i would agree not to work...
me: moral? want to suffer or want to work or want to be happy?
is suffering compulsory in work?
or work is compulsory to be happy?
or sufering is necessary to be happy?
Shalini: the last, yes. the others, i dont know
me: i think we should be able to do sm work to contribute smthing to society,
which gives us feel of achievement. Suffering is not required always.
Shalini: to feel happy its needed otherwise one cant differentiate
me: ya, thats true bt it should be natural, we're not supposed to ask for artificial pain?
unless the job itself is that of having pain to make others happy :P
Shalini: im going. cu later
me: papers r flattend by dhoni :)
Monday, 2 August 2010
i lost..
19th February, 2008
Me: hw s the video?
Vishakha: sorry havent seen yet just came
Me: i trust u :)
Vishakha: i just came indeed. today im home bcos of some repairment
Me: repairing it should be. sorry i could nt get u stars
gotta chnge pc, hold on.
Vishakha: actually i've ordered a wall of sliding doors n they have come to install it. our corridor is somewhat big n we have decided to split it in 2 n make the other part like store room
13 minutes later
Me: ur very interested in home making ?
Vishakha: well we got a new home. it didnt have anything, only walls. we got to live here.
bcos there still r almost no cupboard or drawers, only in the kitchen and some in the bedroom, our luggage stays in boxes
n when u live in home that is new and urs u will feel like decorating it n making it pleasing
Me: yeah i do with my room. the situation is quite like my mummy. she s busy in the interior of her renovated home :)
Vishakha: what else to do if she stays at home all the time
Me: not that type, cupboards, new bed , kitchen accessories etc, sm furniture too
6 minutes later
Me: i love u
Vishakha: hmm ru not watching the cricket
Me: hell with it,, 2 wiket s in 5 overs u watching?
i play better than them
Vishakha: cant they win?
im listening rather, video is also going on but im watching rarely
Me: whts the score?
Vishakha: 4/123
Me: 124, malinga to yuvraj 1 run
Vishakha: they can still win
Me: leme see, i like the dhoni n yuvi pair. they look dangerous
u didnt comment on my " i love u " :P
Vishakha: i said hmmm what to say
n i like dhoni, his appearance, he is good looking n amazingly there was some photo of him as younger, he looked most ugly
Me: so moral of the story??
success makes man sexy :P i guess
u say
Vishakha: no, there is big change in his appearance. he was too skinny n his face was all in scars.
now he has good body, face is smooth. i think it must come from the gained weight cos it added shape to his face.
huh i speak like some beautician
Me: i think long hair was great, maybe he removed it to look mature as captain :)
Vishakha: or for some change
Me: that too,, maybe her gf didnt like it :D
*not her his.
Vishakha: who is she
Me: i dont like dhoni, u shud know :)
Vishakha: alright its up to u
Me: what? i didnt get at all
Vishakha: its up to u to choose whom to like or not
Me: u ve read godfather?
3 minutes later
u r so hot.. guess u went out to have cool air :P
Vishakha: oh yes sure
no, reading some forums. i have seen godfather, movie is terrific.
Me: i liked the novel, there's a character who is very good singer in Hollywood bt he loses his voice suddenly due to little throat cancer, her wife likes it so much that nw young girls mad bout his voice will stop bothering :P
similar logic for dhoni's hair :)
Vishakha: i see.
i gtg now have some work, india will win
Me: u liked my logic?
i bet Sri Lanka wins. lagi bet?
bout 2 hours later, offline reply
Vishakha: u lost
Me: hw s the video?
Vishakha: sorry havent seen yet just came
Me: i trust u :)
Vishakha: i just came indeed. today im home bcos of some repairment
Me: repairing it should be. sorry i could nt get u stars
gotta chnge pc, hold on.
Vishakha: actually i've ordered a wall of sliding doors n they have come to install it. our corridor is somewhat big n we have decided to split it in 2 n make the other part like store room
13 minutes later
Me: ur very interested in home making ?
Vishakha: well we got a new home. it didnt have anything, only walls. we got to live here.
bcos there still r almost no cupboard or drawers, only in the kitchen and some in the bedroom, our luggage stays in boxes
n when u live in home that is new and urs u will feel like decorating it n making it pleasing
Me: yeah i do with my room. the situation is quite like my mummy. she s busy in the interior of her renovated home :)
Vishakha: what else to do if she stays at home all the time
Me: not that type, cupboards, new bed , kitchen accessories etc, sm furniture too
6 minutes later
Me: i love u
Vishakha: hmm ru not watching the cricket
Me: hell with it,, 2 wiket s in 5 overs u watching?
i play better than them
Vishakha: cant they win?
im listening rather, video is also going on but im watching rarely
Me: whts the score?
Vishakha: 4/123
Me: 124, malinga to yuvraj 1 run
Vishakha: they can still win
Me: leme see, i like the dhoni n yuvi pair. they look dangerous
u didnt comment on my " i love u " :P
Vishakha: i said hmmm what to say
n i like dhoni, his appearance, he is good looking n amazingly there was some photo of him as younger, he looked most ugly
Me: so moral of the story??
success makes man sexy :P i guess
u say
Vishakha: no, there is big change in his appearance. he was too skinny n his face was all in scars.
now he has good body, face is smooth. i think it must come from the gained weight cos it added shape to his face.
huh i speak like some beautician
Me: i think long hair was great, maybe he removed it to look mature as captain :)
Vishakha: or for some change
Me: that too,, maybe her gf didnt like it :D
*not her his.
Vishakha: who is she
Me: i dont like dhoni, u shud know :)
Vishakha: alright its up to u
Me: what? i didnt get at all
Vishakha: its up to u to choose whom to like or not
Me: u ve read godfather?
3 minutes later
u r so hot.. guess u went out to have cool air :P
Vishakha: oh yes sure
no, reading some forums. i have seen godfather, movie is terrific.
Me: i liked the novel, there's a character who is very good singer in Hollywood bt he loses his voice suddenly due to little throat cancer, her wife likes it so much that nw young girls mad bout his voice will stop bothering :P
similar logic for dhoni's hair :)
Vishakha: i see.
i gtg now have some work, india will win
Me: u liked my logic?
i bet Sri Lanka wins. lagi bet?
bout 2 hours later, offline reply
Vishakha: u lost
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