what's crush exactly

25th February, 2008

me: so hw s my poem :)
Shalini: was it urs
me: u dont know my id? i sent from mobile ystrdy
Shalini: i mean from u, written by u yaar
me: not original, i know. so u like only original?
Shalini: no, i can read any, but originals r better
me: k. i ll look out for inspiration :)
Shalini: its ok
me: u cant think like poet in real life with probs. all around
Shalini: right
me: i gotta go for pet pooja :)
Shalini: what is pet pooja
me: feeding stomach
Shalini: u want it right? u want to have some prob
i think i will be busy in some time, must work on the firm website with the sys admin
me: they say one has to pass thru sufferings to succeed, its compulsory.
no gain without pain
Shalini: this does not apply to self inflicted suffering leading to health probs
me: oh no its diff, today i ve stoped
Shalini: its not something i would do. but its ur choice
me: i ll not smoke untill pain is over. maybe coz the chnge of brand

20 minutes later

me: so u took that suffering story in context of cigarettes :D
it was bout general life
Shalini: general rules always apply to specific things :)
me: my colleague too is wrking on a directory btw :P
she talked to me today :)
Shalini: and what did she say
me: it was official bt she cud ve avoided me if she wished.

7 minutes later

Shalini: oh oh
me: jealous ?
Shalini: huh not at all
i was thinkng - this is what u consider progress
me: changing pc hold on.
Shalini: but if u dont have anything, then this is something i guess
im going out, will come later

35 minutes later

me: progress lol
she didnt say sorry, it was official chat.

27th February 2008

me: hi soni
Shalini: hi
me: hw was the poem?
holding my breathe
m not blinking yet
Shalini: aaa which 1? u sent on mail?
me: ya
Shalini: ah yes. well fine
me: just fine? its original. for u only :)
Shalini: oh then more valuable
me: hw bout the idea btw?
Shalini: which 1
me: making the boss ur pet :P
at least tell me that u smiled when reading, not laughed maybe.
Shalini: yaar i dont remember, i suppose this will go on one more week. then i will be more free
me: i was so angry last evng, still i wrote u that one

6 minutes later

Shalini: angry with whom
me: one school girl in chat, she was my frnd till ystrdy. she invited me to chat on yahoo, asked my photo n then said u dont look good at all

6 minutes later

Shalini: :) which pic did u send
me: i had none in this pc so copied from gmail chat image n sent :D
Shalini: next time send the other one, which u sent first to me, it is better
this one from gmail chat is not good
me: i know bt its not why i got angry, she has right to believe what she thinks suitable. bt she didnt care to say bye or anythig n just signed out of msngr.
n above that she had been copying my way of pasting profile visitors n today's fortune in her scrapbook.
i commented on that n she got angry n removed me from list
btw didnt i invite u on face book?
Shalini: no u didnt
me: what is ur id?
Shalini: hmmm i log on with my gmail id :)
me: oh ys i m just a week old.
got it?
Shalini: nope
me: they say friend request sent.
Shalini: maybe it will take a few mins
me: saw ur name
Shalini: it came
me: Mia Uyeda thinks that today is the day you should tell ur secret crush the truth :)
Shalini: what r these things
me: see my other friend Mia. its her status message so i just sent her msg that i love her :P
Shalini: good. good luck
me: i love u too btw :)
Shalini: too many crushes, dont u think
me: whats crush exctly ? isnt it for teens only I guess?
Shalini: u said something abt telling truths to secret crushes
me: i had many crushes in school, maybe one every day :D
Shalini: no, for me crush is not only for teenagers
i'm done with this i hope, for the rest of life, its all past
i know one thing, soch samajhke paar karna :)
if ur going to go for love marriage
me: suddenly i ve started to hate marriage,
Shalini: bcos love is ok till u dont come to live with the person
well dont marry
me: par ye jalim samaj, ye bedard duniya, ye muje har hafte ek ladki dikhane le jate hai.
abhi ek ghante me jana hai
tumhe hindi gaaliya aati hai??? i m short of it
Shalini: i know some but i dont use
maybe u will come to know someone good for marriage this way, by seeing many
me: tell which u know, i m bored with the 4-5 I know, need variety to abuse sitting alone in my room each evening
Shalini: no i wont say them
n u have to reconsider whether to use them or not :)
if u have negative attitude nothing good will come
enjoy sitting alone while u can :) later u will wish to have chance but u wont
me: so u know hard core gaaliya :P
hey nw i can send all my new applications to u
Shalini: yeah u can, i can also, i have many
me: chek that what person attracts u?
i got outgoing person.:P
Shalini: alright i got to get to work seriously now, so far working n chatting, but work permitted it. now have to do some important things that need concentration
me: i m nt important :(
Shalini: i get paid to work here. pay me to chat with u n i will stay whole day :)
see u
me: hey they send u real gift for money on face book? or just photos :DShalini: no real things. everything is virtual bye