how close?

31st August, 2008

me: knock knock,, shilpa there ??

7 minutes later

Shilpa: hie..
me: so hw s the atmosperhe there ? its rainy here :P
Shilpa: same here :)
me: i like it bt nt when it make everything wet. coz i never clean my home, nd imagine the mix of waste and water :D
Shilpa: lol k chal bye m leaving..catch u later
me: na jao shilpa…chhuda ke chating.. kasam tumhari.. main ro padunga :P
Shilpa: hmm..filmy ha..
me: u dont like filmy things ?
Shilpa: obviously noh
me: yeah then u r just like me. i love films bt stay in reality always :)
Shilpa: den u dnt hv to say these things..
me: hold 5 min.
Shilpa: why? :P
me: we ve got one printer u knw.. so if smone needs print i ve to leave my pc.
Shilpa: ok..
me: nw ur pic changed again :)
Shilpa: uh-ha..
me: chehra nahi dikhati kyu :D
Shilpa: sry honey gotta go now...waise u just lov to talk..dnt ya? :P
me: ya i dont like to stay free. prob is my talking bores :( or u would hv stayed. i lost it.
Shilpa: u really think so..? nah i like ur talk...
me: thnks then u must stay on , why u go away frm wht u love :)
Shilpa: love ?? lolz..i'll stay jab tak sis yaha nahi aa jati..she needs computer..
me: good excuse :P so u r two sis only ??
Shilpa: yup
me: ideally i wish to hv only daughter in case of marriage.
Shilpa: yea u told me..
me: did i ? i think i told that i like smaller family.
Shilpa: yes u did
me: ohhh so u thought my daughter ?? ya i said so bt this time i meant mere Sasur ki daughter :D
Shilpa: ohh..k
me: is it bad to wish wealthy girl to marry :D
Shilpa: nope..
me: wht do u wish ? wealthy man ?
Shilpa: hhmm..dunno
me: given that u hv to choose one quality :D cant get all in one :)
Shilpa: well u cn wish..bt it is nt possible..
me: so u ve nt decided ur priority yet ? me too. confused btwn money and honey :D
Shilpa: nah..der r many other things..
me: yeah right. there's a saying.. man needs a saint in kitchen and a sinner in bed room :P
Shilpa: waise its nt necessary k all these things shud present in our life partner..
me: thats why we need to decide the essential things.
Shilpa: hmm..
me: so i think the girl with good smile and eyes nd pleasant to talk is enough. for sex drive we ve to compromise as u suggested :P
Shilpa: so finally..aap ne decide kar liya k wht u wnt..gud hai..
me: almost final. one prob. still there
Shilpa: wht?
bye..!!
me: the career issue :(

about 3 hours later

me: Imraan khaan : kabhi kabhi aaditi,,,
pause...
Genelia (radat) : mag nantar mi??

wat above means ????

42 minutes later

me: hiii
Shilpa: hello
me: so meaning ??
Shilpa: mag nantar mi??= phir uske baad main ?? (radat=crying)
me: didnt get the PJ. i think cigrtes hv fucked my brain :D
Shilpa: hmm..may b
me: u got it ?
Shilpa: yup
me: so explain na
Shilpa: i guess...may b no..confused
me: lol reading ashish' PJ is injurious to your mental health :D
Shilpa: :D
me: i guess its bout the crying attitude of aditi. to find reason to cry all the time just like me :D
Shilpa: leave it..
me: thnks. ya why m i so touchy. u ve sm solution to be indifferent ?
Shilpa: jus b as ur..
me: what ? thats the prob.. b myself.
i m short tempered.
Shilpa: is dis a prob? its normal na..
me: ya bt there's no way to get those feelings out. i broke my mobile last yr. nw i cant. smthng new has to be done :D
Shilpa: so u broke ur mobile....its nt a bad thing...may u felt gud at dat time..
me: totally finished except battery.
Shilpa: lil bit? tuze toD phoD karna achha lagta hai? :D
me: nt all the time. just when fuse is blown.
Shilpa: i never njoy those things..m v silent
me: that time i feel like burning the world.
Shilpa: kool..
me: bt u knw no one wud let me hurt others :(
Shilpa: sahi hai..
me: kal shirly ne kaha tha she can be met at radio city auditions.
gotta go smoke plz hold on :)
Shilpa: u feeling bad? why u wnt to smoke?

24 minutes later

me: lucky day all gf s ol :P
Shilpa: nice
me: there's this italian lady who also has a habit of "nice"
Shilpa: k
me: she s also an S for ..... Saavi :D
Shilpa: ok
me: m nt feeling bad. bt i guess its due to too much smoking. sm weird feeling.
Shilpa: addiction..rite?
me: nt exactly. i can quit.
Shilpa: bt u dnt wnt to
me: main itna pagla hu time pass karne cgrt peeta hu :D
Shilpa: it means u njoy dat
me: the fact is muje nasha rehta hai.. jab main cgrt NAHI pita tab :D
got it ?
Shilpa: so is dis diff dan addiction ? :P
me: u didnt get it. muje normally nasha rehta hai kuchh karne ka bt i dont knw what to do.
Shilpa: lol k..got it
me: so i smoke and drain my energy. bliv me it feels bad. not fun.
Shilpa: ok :P
me: so suggest me sm activity.
Shilpa: u tell..wht makes u feel gud den.
me: just talking mindlessly, sharing thoughts, smtimes crying bout probs. too :D
technically i like trouble shooting.
Shilpa: gud..so u cn do dat :P
me: nd creating polls in PJ is also very much fun.
send this staus in msg, will come complete :D
Shilpa: nah its k.. age repeat hai.
me: bt i didnt get it. ok i thought aage padhne se samajh me aayega
Shilpa: nah its a song.. man who sold d world :) -nirvana
me: guessed it. thoughts match the word Nirvana :P think its bout flirting :D
Shilpa: wht? actually m bored..jus listening songs..

10 minutes later

me: sorry boss
Shilpa: hmm..
me: just jealous :D
Shilpa: itsh ok dear..lolz k
me: boredom is real dangerous thing. i m facing it for many yrs bt no way out.
Shilpa: hmm... :(
me: its bout my boredom. for yours i can help.
Shilpa: oopsh..ok
me: i shud play cricket, go out for walk, there r video games. dont hv frnds to hang out :(
Shilpa: hmm..its hard..evening main kya karta hai?
me: gaane sunta hu 2-3-4 ghante. novel bhi saath me padhta hu. beech me gaane gaata bhi hu. plus 3-4 cgrts. go out to dinner is good pass time. smtimes mall me aadha ghanta pass karta tha, nw thats nt interesting too.
Shilpa: mall main..bird watching? :D
me: exactly :P bt generally aunties milti hai.. khate pite ghar ki :D
Shilpa: lolz..den i guess u dnt kw d right places..
me: nahi usme kaafi sexy wali bhi hoti hai, and inviting bhi :P whats right place ?
Shilpa: sexy aunties ha..
me: ya bt
Shilpa: chal bye...m sleepy..catch u later..
me: why r women so sexy nd girls nt so much :D
kaun se right place wo to batati jaa :P
Shilpa: lol nothin...
me: i think its better to hv wife then flirting girls, more fun :P
will you marry me :)
Shilpa: paresshh...dear...stop flirting.. :)
me: shilpa ......sweet heart,, u said u do what u like :D
u think i m nt serious ? maybe i tell the same thing to all.
Shilpa: of course ur not
me: bt i cant hurt anyone, no bad intentions :)
ok i dont want to marry u bt lets be close frnds.
Shilpa: how close?
me: guess :P
Shilpa: hmm...u tell
me: ok. like beech me se hava bhi na jaane paaye :D
Shilpa: lolz..bye den..
me: why ? is that bad ? why think too much, we r just chatting. i m nt coming to Pune :)
Shilpa: nah..told u na..m v sleepy..so m leaving
me: fine, sleep well dream me.
Shilpa: lets c..
me: i m damn sure i ll be there. guess wat we ll be doing :P
Shilpa: woah..stop it nw..ws kidding..
me: really ? i m frustrated :(
Shilpa: wht?
me: nothing :P

15 minutes later

me: baithe baithe so gayee kya :D