education versus awareness

24th July, 2008

me: hii
pooja: hmmmmmmm hiezz bosswaa
me: kyu late aaj ?
pooja: soo gaye the
me: ek dost ko orkut ka demo de raha tha :D
pooja: hmmm gud boss
me: ya orkuting boss :P
pooja: hehe same he hai
me: ab hum kaafi aage nikal aaye hai
pooja: means
me: dosti me.
ab kya karna hai :P
pooja: ohh kya karte hai dosti main aage jaane ke baad
me: phone pe baate… meethi
kadvi bhi :D
pooja: ohhh bt agar phone na ho toh
me: nahi hai mobile tere paas ??
pooja: noopee
me: kyu ?
ok public phone try karo
pooja: hmm
me: usme kya darr ?
pooja: fir...
me: fir kya ?
bill ki tension hai ?
pooja: are phone pe meethi baatein
me: to give me the no.
pooja: and kadvi b uske baad
me: ha to, agar gussa tumhe aaya to kadvi tum karogi na :D
pooja: toh
ohh point, experienced ho kya
me: hota to online kyu ghoomta no. k liye :(
pooja: hehehee
hope so

6 minutes later

me: big boss came here :D
pooja: gud den showed him orkut ka demo
me: kahan gayee ?
demo dekh leta to muje memo milta :D
pooja: mila memo ?
me: nahi re, wo to paani pike chala gaya :P
pooja: heheheee lolzz
me: i m the water mafia :D
pooja: heheee
me: ya i can feel the power :)
pooja: hehee lolz
me: bus ek problem hai chhoti si
pooja: woh kya
me: ladkiya nahi patati is (power) se :(
pooja: hmmm woh toh hai
me: ????
wo to hai k baad kya ? u entered text bt didnt reach here :D
pooja: hmm i dnt entered dear
me: dear :P when smone calls me dear
pooja: sun lo dear bhaiyaa
me: i call her sexy :D
pooja: kise
me: jo muje dear kahe use :P
pooja: hmmm
me: btw pata nahi tum sexy ho ya nahi
pooja: nahi hun. pehle he bata deti hu
me: kyu ? u dont like boys :D
pooja: noo i hate
me: no attraction ?
pooja: noo
me: than u r not sexy :( bad luck. i like sexy ladies
pooja: hmm not sexy
me: chal jhoothi
pooja: aree sacchi
me: alll get attracted less or more
pooja: all main i dnt cme
me: you r a woman
pooja: noo grl
me: u hv sex hormones gerenrating inside ur body that will drive u one day to
pooja: sheee
me: the opposite sex :P
pooja: stop it. i hate such bakwaas
me: this is science, u r an educated girl
pooja: yaa
me: so u must hv studied all the facts :D
pooja: yupee
me: then tell me u ve no attraction to boys :)
pooja: yaa really no
me: u r a hypocrite :(
u got sex education bt need sex awareness :D
pooja: stop this nonsence
me: ok ok soryyyyyyyyyy
pooja: not again plzz
me: tumhe bhukh to lagti hai na :)
pooja: wapas shuru
i will kill u
me: are khane ki baat kar raha hu
pooja: hmm i knw kiski baat kar rahe ho aap
me: see jaise khane ki bhookh hoti
pooja: wt
me: hai, paani ki pyaas hoti hai
pooja: waise aur kuch nhi hota
stoppppppppppp
me: vaise body ki bhi hoti hai :P
pooja: stoppppp
nahi toh mujhe aapko ignore karna hoga
stop here itself
me: ok
abhi kya karti ho ?
pooja: means
me: diploma mil gaya ?
pooja: yaa
me: job nahi to kya karti ho ?
pooja: abhi me going
buh biee
me: good joke
main sochta hu
pooja: bye tk cr
me: koi part time job
karu lekin milegi nai
pooja: aapki sock he bakwas hai
byee
me: why

guddy guddy mornings...

21st July, 2008

pooja: guddy guddy mornings...oppss guddy afternoon he hehe
me: kya guddy
shahid ko mil gayee kismet mera kya :(
pooja: hehe
guddy means gud
me: kab tak takiya leke sona hai :P

22nd July, 2008

me: hii
pooja: hiiess
me: meri ek hii aur tere multiple hiissss :D
pooja: hehehe
ek hiii ab khush
me: nahi, ye dil mange more :P
pooja: kyu
me: satisfaction :P
pooja: ek hiii dusra hii tisra hii
wait
me: ek ciggy pike aata hu :)

25 minutes later

pooja: hmmm
i wl kill u kitni ciggy
me: welcome back
arre sirf 2
pooja: thnku
me: sirf 2 frm mrng
pooja: shit yaar ur too much
me: feels good, i ll leave on one condition
pooja: noo
me: trust me i ll leave if
pooja: feels yaakss
me: u give ur contact no :D
pooja: if??
ha ha ha gud joke
me: seriously, if u dont trust me than muje teri baat kyu manni chahie ?
pooja: okk mat maano
maro jaake
me: thnks for support
see i told
pooja: my plsure
me: many ppl if they r ready to hav a bet with me of 1000 Rs. for quitting smoking
pooja: u go to hell
me: bt no one cares me :(
pooja: sun na nahi hai na
me: suno to
pooja: kya
bolo
me: mere se kisiko pyaar nahi itna ki 1000 Rs lagaye smoking chhudvane. fir muje kaisa lagega ?
pooja: ab mujhe bura lag raha hai
me: actually main chhodne hi wala hu bas ek gf mil jaaye :P
pooja: bt kabhi aagle janam main
me: haa wo to hai, muje gf nahi milni hai :(
pooja: kyu ??
biwi mil jayenge na
me: wait
pooja: hmm

5 minutes later

me: m back sorry. wo saali bahut jalti hai
biwi achhi mili to na :( varna to whisky bhi chalu karni hai :P

45 minutes later

me: hii
pooja: hii
me: kahana thi ?
pooja: ghar pe aur kaha
me: i knw
pooja: fir??
me: wo to koi aa gayee thi
pooja: hmm
me: muje pareshan karne :(
pooja: nikala...
heheee paresh ko pareshan
me: sachhi
pooja: ohh
me: she's like a rand
pooja: kabse
means
me: pehle se :D
rand means whore :P
pooja: kya
shit.. shuru kya wapas
me: ab whore ka matlab
pooja: i knw
me: dictionary me dekh na :)
pooja: no more explanations
me: dekho jo ladki apna kaam karvane
pooja: pata hai bhai
me: apni body ka upyog kare use
pooja: kaha na no expntns
me: whore kehte hai
ok bt my career is in khadda, shahid ko dekha tha na
pooja: hmmm
yaa
me: main bhi takiya leke sota hu
pooja: dekhe na. mast hai
me: haar maan chuka hu, job nahi milti
pooja: hmmm tussi gr8 ho
me: pata hai bt u knw when u start beliving that
pooja: wt
me: tht u r great you stop being great :)
pooja: hmmm and wt else
wt u had in lunch today
me: daal , sabji roti
pooja: ohhh boring na
me: roj hotel me khana boring hai, ye nahi :D
pooja: ohh den u dnt knw to cook
hmmmmm aaj chatroom mein aapka ek b msg nahi
me: aaj kal log kam aate hai waha aur office admin
pooja: kyu bt
me: kabhi bhi posting ya poori site block kar dta hai
pooja: ohhh buhat bura
me: aap dekh sakte ho par jawab nai post kar sakte :(
pooja: den pura din timepass kaise????
me: hai par jyada nahi, relaxed, wo sexy colleague par bhi
pooja: hmm
me: dhyaan dena padega na ;)
pooja: aree ye colleague buhat terrible hai kya
me: akal ki kachhi hai
pooja: ohh
hmm he he he pyar se shut up, woh kaise bolte
me: :x shut up nahi
pooja: aeee aise thik nahi
me: see ya after tea break :)

23rd July, 2008

me: hi puji :)
pooja: hiii bosswaa
me: kaisan ho ?
pooja: majja ma
tumne shahid ko pareshaan kia ha ha ha ha
me: lol usne kaha meri profile me kyu aate ho ? maine kaha,
pooja: kyu jaate the
me: hi shahid its me paresh
pooja: hmm
me: shahid samajhke milne aa gaya tha ;D
pooja: hmm shahid.. and us langoor ko
me: bevkoof samajata tha
pooja: kise
me: k main uske scrap padhne jaata tha
pooja: ha ha ha leave it
me: bt usko khud nahi maloom k
pooja: aur sunao
me: usne profile private
pooja: kaise raha aaj ka din
me: set kar rakihi hai
pooja: i knw woh gadha hai
me: aaj to market was burning bt i missed the train :(
pooja: ohhhhhhh scooter nahi kaam aaye
me: hihi are stock market
pooja: train
i knw
pooja: PJ b nahi samajhte
me: bt u dint put :D
pooja: wt
me: tumko end me :D rakhna tha to confirm hota pj
pooja: ohhhh
me: muje doubt tha k u got it that market means share market or Sabji market :D
pooja: main kya anadi hun
me: meri dusri gf nahi samji thi :)
pooja: kya
me: intra day trading bata raha tha use :D
pooja: hmm mujhe toh buy today sell 2morrow pasand hai
me: i do it too
pooja: gud
me: bt jyada fast gain to margin me
pooja: kaha accnt hai aapka
me: hi milta hai
pooja: yaa
me: icicidirect.
pooja: hmm mera kotak
me: pehle socha main kaha aur stock market kahan. thoda bahut part time kar lenge. abhi din k 4 trade hote hai :D
pooja: hmmmm stop re bore ho raha hai yeh market
me: maaf kar do didi :P
par kya kare office me rush nahi hota nd i m very active :P
pooja: hmmmm sacchi
gud bhaiyaa
me: sachhi khali dimaag kya hota hai pata hai na ?
pooja: shaitaan ka ghar
me: good girl
pooja: hm thnks bhaiyaa
wo saali kaise hai aapke aaj
me: marne do. dont talk bout her
pooja: mar gaye itne jaldi
me: i mean akeli marne do
pooja: okk
me: muje chhod kar
pooja: as u wish boss
me: uski figure itni achhi hai ab kya kare
pooja: ke ash b maar kha jaye
me: itni nai, boobs nahi hai vaise :D
pooja: shut up
dirty mind
me: tumne kaha to maine explain kiya :)
pooja: maine kab kaha
me: tune kaha ash jaisi to maine
pooja: areee
me: uska fault batana hoga na ?
pooja: tu har baat pe itni bakwaas karte ho he kya
me: :(
pooja: rona nahi
me: :(:(:(:(:(
pooja: rona hai kya
me: haan meri baat koi nahi sunta
pooja: fir us saali ke samne rona
me: hi hihi
pooja: hmm
me: uski to main ***********
pooja: ab kya hua
me: gaaliya gandi wali
pooja: ohh accha hua *** likha
me: besharm naye kapde , scent maarke aa jaati
pooja: nahi toh main bhag jaati
me: hai roj :(
pooja: toh acchi baat hai na
me: muje kya mila :P
pooja: kya
me: sex
pooja: kuch nahi
bye
me: taiyaar kis ke liye hoti hai ye socho ?
pooja: galat soch aapki
ghatiyaan soch
me: par socho to sahi, kyu taiyaar hona ??
pooja: nahi. aapki ke khatir he he he :O
me: hope nt for me
pooja: noo its fr u. samjho uske feelings ko
me: lol
pooja: :P
me: whore has no feeling , just target
pooja: :D hmmm
me: :(
pooja: aise baatein nahi karte bhaiyaa
me: she'll stick to do
pooja: atleast in front of sis
me: what she's assigned to do as a duty
pooja: ohh plzzz stop
me: ok bt its a fact
pooja: stop the fact fast
hmmmmm main pagal ho jaounge
me: hota hai hota hai
pooja: kyu
me: hamare saath rehogi to ho jaogi :D
pooja: hmm
me: kabhi wo meri behan ban jaati hai :(
pooja: rakhi is comming
me: dono taraf se khatra hai
pooja: he he he aapke gf ka kya hua
me: ye deal dekho
pooja: kaunsi'
me: ya to boss banke use paise do
pooja: ??
me: ya fir bhai banke uski shaadi karvao :(
pooja: hmm aapko kya manjoor hai
me: nothing
pooja: hmm leave it den
aapke gf kaise hai
me: she is out out out
pooja: kuch baat aage badhi ya nahi'
me: sunday ladki dekhne jaana hai ;)
pooja: hmmmmm sacchi waaah
shaadi ke naaam se bhag gaye hehe heeee
me: hu na, aur gf hai gmail me :P
pooja: nahi bhag gaye
hmm gud
me: present mam
pooja: ab toh naam bata do
me: s......secret :P
pooja: hmmm :(
me: sorry usko bura lag sakta hia
pooja: :( :( :(
me: hint to di thi na :) u r smart girl
pooja: nahi
me: ok u r dumbo bas :D
pooja: :( :(
me: ro mat behana, usme kya badi baat hai ??
pooja: behen ko nahi bataounge bhabhi ka naam
me: bhabhi ka naam to invitation card par print karke bhejunga :D
pooja: sure bt kab
me: shaadi to final ho :(
pooja: hmmm okk

Caught her cooking "Steiw" lolzz

14th March, 2008

me: still buzzing :)
Venera: ^^ yes
me: whats ^^
eyes?
Venera: noo smily faces :)
me: so hw 's ur day?
Venera: I just took a shower
me: can i ask ur figure :P
Venera: yes :d
I am pretty! :D
me: i saw it, hw do i know ur shape :P
Venera: well I see myself in the mirror
me: then u tell urself that ur pretty :)
can we talk bout sex then ?
Venera: No :> I am busy I am out cya
me: hello i thought u r a europian so wont mind :(

18th March, 2008

me: wats tuk nqkude????
Venera: it means I am somewhere around
me: yeah i feel so. so u were angry that day?
Venera: angry for what???
me: i dont know. when i asked ur figure u got offline :)
Venera: Well you know me I am a busy person :) rushing around doing stuff
me: wat stuff :P so u dont mind asking figure btw :)
Venera: I mind being asked about cybering but I dont mind telling how I look
me: btw whats cybering???
Venera: well it's a lot of things like : asking someone out for date, asking for cyber sex, and such unpleasant stuff is called cybering
me: no question of date btwn us :) n i m not interested in cyber sex n i dont know whats that too :)
Venera: well I dont know either but some people use it
me: ur lying :)
btw i wanna buy a PC for home use
is it ok with celeron or its outdated?
Venera: forget about celeron get a dual core
well intel's ok I suggest Dell
me: dont know if available in India, hp is available
Venera: ok hp is ok too
me: do u know hindi?
Venera: No'I dont
me: there's little to share btwn us then ;)

5 minutes later

me: whats the future of cisco ntwrking?
Venera: ok
a great future
me: really honestly? I knw a lot of ppl r doing
Venera: well it's good for them
me: its tragedy of all engineers i guess. hw ever intelligent u r accounts ppl rule the world coz they control money :)
Venera: yes that's true

5 minutes later

Venera: brb
me: coming back to ur looks
whats that? brb?

50 minutes later

me: hey u r bak?
got disconnected?
Venera: yes for a minute or two
me: u said brb, i thought it s like bye. so i closed
Venera: dont worry
me: why should i worry :)
Venera: i dont know it's a figure of speach
me: bt its a fact that i m never free of worrying one thing or other. so i thought hw did u knw?
Venera: well I don't, i just thought you might

26th March, 2008

me: i think u r busy :)
Venera: I am tired
me: good, see i m not tired even after 6 hours duty :(
Venera: wow you are no human
me: all left i m still in office
nooooo in fact our work is so relaxed :)
Venera: i wish i cold be relaxed too
me: I wish i m never relaxed
Venera: weell..people need to rest
me: rest is fun only after hard work
Venera: yes I agree :*
me: i wna bite u
just tell me from where to get such smileys ?

1st April 2008

Venera: :)
me: ur smile is cute :)
Venera: how do you know? :P hmm
me: just flirting :)
Venera: aha :D

6 minutes later

me: dont u like it?
Venera: I am not a flirting type
me: what do u think of me? i m flirt?
Venera: i dont know u
me: i know bt u can guess by hw much little u know
u know psychology too :)
Venera: yes I ve been chatting with you in a while and now I should know you. we never met

14th April 2008

me: hello venera :)
dont u want to talk to me :(
Venera: i love to
how are you :)
me: fine as u replied :P
so what s up ?
i m on monsoon duty though its holidy for all :(

6 minutes later

me: do u hv a blog ?
Venera: YES
www.emotionload.blogspot.com :)
me: its nt in english :(
check mine
http://prs1980.blogspot.com/
diary of an insomniac :P
Venera: I will make mine in english
me: thnks i want to read
ur diary :)
u read mine :)
Venera: ok :) deal
me: hw will u change in english ?
hw r my posts btw ? i wish ur comments :)
Venera: they are ok :) I will comment
me: thnks :) ok is good for a new writer :)
me: see , i named this posts as diary of an insomniac. nw i want to write on diff topics
thats nt my diary so i cant write under diary name.
did u comment or not :)
Venera: yes I did
I never knew you smoke oO
why do you do it
me: frustration bout gf :(
started (smoking) one yr ago only
Venera: oh ,come on
me: dont enjoy it much, i know its bad, spoils the mood
bt as i hv no target left in life, why shuold i leave it ?
Venera: because smoking doesnt fix the problem
me: ya bt it makes u tired, less excited so that i wont break my mobile like i did last yr :)
Venera: oO it makes you ill and full with nicotine
you are strong enough to face your fears

16th June, 2008

me: hi sweety :)

8 minutes later

Venera: hello sunshine :)
me: hi sexy
why u go suddenly offline :(
Venera: I am fast
just checking my mail, now I am going for a cup of coffee
me: keep commenting on my blog
hey why cant i see ur blog ? (it needed invitation to read :D )

24 minutes later

me: coffee finished ?

4th July, 2008

me: hey sweet heart :) hw r u doing ?
i saw ur new pic, will you marry me :)
Venera: Nooo :P
me: nd why so ? i dont look good :) ??
Venera: No,it's not that. I am too young and I already have a boyfriend
me: i can wait :) u sure wanna marry him ?

21 minutes later

me: hey u there ??
leaving time :(
hope we ll chat again :)

21st July, 2008

me: so wht u r doing nw ?
Nqma me :) navunn,navvuunn!
wat this means ???????
Venera: it means I am out, I left
I amgoing out of the houme and going to take photos
me: so wat else do u do these days ? study only ?

She doesn’t come online much like other girls so what follows is the last meeting with her in December, 2008.

19th December 2008

me: hii beautiful
Venera: heya how are you
me: so you remembere me :)
Venera: ofcourse I do
me: u hv facebook profile ?
Venera: yes I do
Venera Sokolova
me: ? i ll invite u frm this email id. accept it
btw hw s life going. u stopped replying me
hello....
Venera: ops sorry just cooking
me: really wat ?
Venera: a stiew
me: dont knw wats tht :D
so wats new in life ?
Venera: meat with potatos
me: who's this girl with u in pic
Venera: a friend of mine
me: i thought its ur little sis. so i invited u. accept it when u log in facebook
Venera: yes,sure :)
me: did u marry ur bf ?
Venera: not yet
me: wat bout me ? dont u think i m handsome :P
Venera: Oh,cut it off why don't you
me: yeah m nt coz u dont want to mary me :(
ok thn boss is getting jealous of u. see ya later
Venera: haha :D cya

Why People are so Ambitious ??

23rd January, 2008

me: bad day ? :)
Venera: no,no why?:)
I just had a lot of work to do :)
me: n sm stupid ppl gave probs. (part of her status message)
Venera: no,no it's a saying :)
how are you today?:)
me: fine, better. i got to chat 3 girls today :)
Venera: ouu ok then :) you must have been lucky :)
me: yeah, still no gf
Venera: well it's not such a big deal :) dont be upset. be happy :P there is no one to fight with :P
me: i m upset , bt ive learnt to deal with it.
btw who's Pinky?
Venera: that's my cosine and what are you doing in my pictures :>
me: i was studying ur profile :D
Venera: studying?but why?
me: see u dont like depressed ppl. so i shudnt talk my depression
Venera: well I dont :)
ouu dont worry you are not depressed you are upset
me: really, i cant sleep properly since sm yrs.

5 minutes later

me: my office is bout to close.
Venera: that's supper :)
me: what s supper? food at night?
Venera: nooo It means that's great
me: oh u meant super. so tell bout urelf more.
Venera: yeah yeah that's what I mean :)
me: bout family, friends, ambitions, activities......
Venera: well I am Venera I am 20 years old I am a happy littlte thing and well I study computer science and psychology
I am little busy but I ll be back in an houer or so!
me: dont call urself thing,
ohh no, my office hours r over,
sorry bt i ve to leave now, see u tomorrow :)
good night :)

1st February, 2008

me: hello dreamer :)
did u block me on orkut?
why?

Some hours later came her reply..

Venera: I havent block you. I ve deleted my profile there.:)

6th February, 2008

me: hi
Venera: hello there :) how are you,today?
me: ok. got cold last week
Venera: ohh,poor dear.I hope you are feeling better
me: ya i m poor
see u later gotta be on job now. what bout evening ?
Venera: i ll be here :)
me: boss just came so cant chat now. maybe after 3 hour or after duty hours at 6 pm india time, u had prob. with sofia?
Venera: who's sofia?
me: she s from Italy, my chat friend :)
Venera: I 've deleted my profile so I dont know who she is but I am not a trouble maker
me: i know, she also told the same, she doesnt know u :) actually i found u in her friends list :P

13th February, 2008

me: so u too dont like home :)
Venera: I like to be ta home the problem is I dont go home after till 7-8 p.m
studying
me: me too, my prob, is i ve no one waiting at home
Venera: well...that'
that's not very pleasant
me: n i dont llike my parents home
what do u study?
Venera: lots of stuff
me: thats why i asked n u work too?
Venera: I dont work
me: ? the first day we chatted
what was that then?
Venera: now I dont work. I am at home resting :)
me: ok, so nw study full time :)
do u know psychology of married women?
i could leave in half hour for duty
Venera: so you ll be working :)
me: what s ur valentine's day program?
i ve to
Venera: nothing special. going out with friends and drinking a cup of coffee or so :)
me: still better than mine, i dont have friends :(
why not with bf?
Venera: My boyfriend's far away. he wont be able to be with me on sv.Valentine's day
me: my gf is far away in europe. see the tragedy
Venera: yeah i do...and i am sorry for that
me: all the girls i chat with r far away :)
i was just joking. not ur fault :)
what ur bf do?
Venera: he's a programer but he lives in the other end of bulgaria
he's a programist :) and I am an admin :}
me: me got engg degree in electronics
bt wrking in accounts dept
Venera: sounds fun :)
me: yeah, funny it is
what s the use of technical knowledge learned for 6 yrs ?
Venera: much and many :D
me: like?
i wish to do sm other study maybe mba
Venera: sounds nice :)
me: if my to be wife permits :)
ok sweety i ll have to leave :) hope u ll give me ur phone no.
Venera: well ok been nice talking to you :)
me: mine is +91 9********* u may miss call me :)
thanks, usualy ppl get bored

14th February, 2008

me: hi if u dont wna chat just delete me

(offline reply)

Venera: OMG how did you jump in such conclusions??? I just check my mail and go. It's not like I dont want to chat with you :/ ! I was in a rush.

Later that day..

me: sorryyyyy
i was just having a bad mood :)

9 minutes later

Venera: what's with the bad mood?

15th February, 2008

me: hi hw r u todya?
u studying or surfing net? :)

22 minutes later

Venera: I am chating around :)
how are you today?
me: fine
better as u replied :) so u had more interestingg guys ??
Venera: hehe Happy to hear :)
me: so enjoyed ystrdy?
Venera: yes,I did
In front of the pc :>
me: me too alone in home listening sm interesting ppl on radio :P
what :> means?
Venera: opsss..I got to go
talk to you later;/ I am so laterm, cya after an houer

2 hours later

me: u said 1 hour n i waited for 2 hours :)

16th February, 2008

me: hi sweety
Venera: hello sunshine :) how are you today :)
me: great. read my msgs last nite??
Venera: yes I did
and i AM sory, i had to stay two more houers
me: fine
so why u deleted orkut profiel?
Venera: because I was fed up with people who contact me to tell me "hey,you wanna go to a date with me
me: u know i also keep asking girls in my city for date :P
Venera: well good for you
me: not so good, 2 already told me no
Venera: well I have nothing against. I am just fed up becuase those people dont know me and they live in the other far end of the world
me: which ? fare end ? means?
Venera: means if I live in Bulgaria they live in Tigbactu and they want to meet somewhere???!
me: thats meaningless. i dont ask for date straight away bt depends on her profile
Venera: I have a boyfriend so I dont like to meet man. I specified that I am in orcut to mace friends, not to find a lover
me: u mean u ve got ur life partner ?

5 minutes later

Venera: I dont but I am in a relation ship and I am true to him
me: i chat with girls to make friends bt keep hoping to get sm1 to be committed with :)
Venera: aha...well that's not bad. you are a free man :)
me: bt i cant njoy the freedom. like sm1 keeps me poking. earn for ur future, be responsible
Venera: heh
me: be disciplined, etc etc
Venera: you should know to balance
me: thats tough, I dont like limits
Venera: well than you risc to tolerate somethings in your life more and let loos others
me: tell me ur ambition
Venera: I have many
me: the most important one,
Venera: My number one priority is to be true to myself and dont change my priorities and moral
me: so u dont hv any :D
Venera: well I have many but you will never understand them because you have a different moral
me: n what it is? tell me i dont know much bout myself :)
Venera: we are all different. we may have similar hopes but depending on the moral and the things we value the most we have different believes and hopes so If I tell you I value my cat to be in my top 10 things you will laugh. because in your evaluation system ambitions are number one prioriti and love is second and in mine for example love can be first and ambitions second. If i cheat on my boyfriend some people may say "ohh..well things happens" because it's ok for them to cheat but for me it will be a blame for life so i ll never do it
do you get my points of view now?
me: exactly
one thing u got totally wrong that i ve no ambition at all as of now except a lovely wife :)
so that proves a lot of ur guesses bout me wrong :)
Venera: that was an exaple to prove people are different and they value things thir way
i dont know you, I can only guess. I never intended that these is your to 10 system. it was an example
this is not a psychology lesson this is philosophy!
me: bt as a psychology student u must get sm info bout me
yeah
Venera: they are totaly different
oO?!
me: philosophy i ll tell u :) u just check my mental status
Venera: I never tried to :)
me: n try get me out of the present confused state
Venera: this is not something i will do. you are the person who should get his life in his hands. no body can make anything with your life. it's all about you. they can give you advices but they cant make anything to prove your way of living
that's it. simple as that
me: ok then what u think bout extra marital relations?
Venera: what do you mean by extra
me: means suppose i m married. can i have intimate relations with other lady?
Venera: i dont support such relationships. when you got married you chose to be with the person you love for ever and it's a relationship made in front of God and the person you love
me: in india ppl marrry without love too :) what s then?
Venera: blame your parents for making you join a marrige without love
that's horrible. people should have a freedom of choice
me: cant blame. its tough to marry without society's approval here
i think it ll take time to get such guts for me n meanwhile pressure to marry soon is increasing daily. the most imp. is their influence wont allow any lady in my life
i m 28 n no gf, not even for just casual friendship. ok hope to see u after lunch :)

3 minutes later

Venera: ok :)

26th February, 2008

me: hi
Venera: hello :)
me: hw r u?
hw r studies?
Venera: well ok just little under preasure
me: why so, exams?
Venera: well too many things to do
me: like chatting, then......
Venera: oO I am not chatting i am checking my mail
me: oO means?
Venera: means there is an php adapted chat sistem in my gmail. and when i open my mail you see me online
me: whats php?
Venera: see google :)
me: no, u tell me :) google gives so many extra stuff
Venera: I havent got the time. i have to go, cya tonight

1st March, 2008

me: heloooo sweet heart :)
Venera: :) hello there how are you?
me: good as aslways :P
hey i m seeing a group of foreign ladies ( blondes i mean :) from my office window !

2 minutes later

hellooooooooo sexy
Venera: well add them :)
me: means?
wish it wasnt duty hours ;)
Venera: hehe :) well have fun then
me: they'r gone n i m back on job

3rd March, 2008

me: hi sexy
Venera: hello sunshine :) how are you
me: trying to be good
Venera: heh :)
me: why laughing
so u r on facebook or not? i wanna look into ur eyes ;)
Venera: haha I am not. I dont like facebook
me: so where r u?
Venera: I am sleepy
me: me hungry. i cant sleep for yrs, always half asleep

11th March, 2008

me: spi mi se :/
wat this means?
Venera: means I am sleepy in English :P

8 minutes later

me: in class room or on job :)
n what this language is?
Venera: Bulgarian :)

12th March, 2008

me: buzzing around what??? boys :)
Venera: oO noo just doing some thing
why? I am back in orcut
me: great news
where to find u?
Venera: Venera Sokolova?
me: so why do u go off line abruptly?????
thats bad manners.
i m searching you :)
Venera: that's being busy not bad manners
me: ya bt urs is so abrupt, not evern bye
so if u ve put photo in album why not on the home page :)
Venera: because it doesnt want to stand there
me: ha ha ha so ur photo speaks like ur eyes :)
Venera: ?
me: u said it doesnt want to stand ? for what?
Venera: for the home page
me: hey if u r strong why would u go away from reality? (regarding her status message that I don’t remember now)
Venera: because I dont like it
me: like me :) bt why so?
Venera: because I can stand reality but I don't like it
me: thats good bt i mean whats that reality? like i dont like my job
Venera: no Like I dont like the people
me: certain ppl or whole world???
Venera: poeple as all people
me: oh no think u r hurt really bad. i feel the same bt i m positive, cant blame all for deeds of certain ppl :)
Venera: Ok I understaned that but what I dont understaned is why people are so ambicios
me: yeah me too. is ur bf like that?
Venera: neeh he's cool
me: good for u then, one to like for u :)
so if u r not ambitious, what drives u every morning :)

7 minutes later

me: hey sexy
Venera: memories
me: u r so llike me :)
i mean u get u p n think bout what u ll do today n where it ll take u in future
u r studying for what?
u hate ppl so there must be smthng they stopped u from :)
thats ur ambition !

8 minutes later

Venera: neeh...it doesnt metter, I must go now
me: lost in dreams ?
Venera: take care

the thing !

31th July, 2007

me: u there? or out for lunch?

50 minutes later

Sofia: now i am

8 minutes later

me: hello.. out for what? hunting?? :P (after reading her status message “out”)
Sofia: im in!! not out. was out for lunch
hunted down a chichen with potatoes
me: potatoes dont need to be hunted,
Sofia: so what :) but the chicken was carrying them with itself
me: btw who's chicken?
Sofia: normal chicken! Murgi, only a leg thou, not the whole

5 minutes later

me: so the non veg is responsible for that non-veg fwd of traffic signals ;)
Sofia: sure
me: dont u have any other photo except that Hunterwali?

2 minutes later

me: so, soni, what bout web cam??
Sofia: at home
me: when?
Sofia: wel.. after work
me: oh God, when ur work will be over?
Kahin aisa na ho k tum free ho aur mera work time shuru ho jaye :)
Sofia: main samjhi nahi
me: even i didnt........:D m so confused in which tone to talk to u.
u know hindi very well, seem indian in every way, still the fact is u r a Italian.
Sofia: u have seen my pics. n explain me the thing u said as i didnt understand
me: what thing?
Sofia: the thing that i didnt understand
me: very funny. so the thing is very tricky, its a form of misunderstanding that takes place while chatting if office in spare time, btwn two total strangers. n mind u, the thing can be crucial in the relations btwn the 2. also repeated asking bout the thing causes unbelievable troubles in chat room !!!!!
Sofia: i didnt get a thing!
me: thats a great thing of u that u dont get a thing n still keep me busy in those things only..
Sofia: cos i want to understand, but it seems impossible. i think u dont want to say it n engage in long monologues to divert my attention ;)
me: ok
Sofia: hmmmm
seven seconds away
just as long as i stay
i'll be waiting
me: hold on
ok
I LOVE YOU.
Sofia: that was song thats on the radio right now
what?
me: So that was a song. i thought u r leaving..
Sofia: :)
well no, i'll be leaving in 3 hours. u should be leaving at this time, isnt it ?
whats this i love u thing ? some song there too?
me: NO, fact. this is the Thing.
Sofia: u mean it or what?
me: lets say, i mean it. :) n it has nothing to move forward bout it..
Sofia: what? strangely im not getting today :) must have ate a lot again...
me: ya, u need to Get a coffee.
Sofia: i dont usually drink coffee as i get sick from it. i mean, too nervous. only if with lot of milk, and chocolate with that....
me: i've seen this bfore, girls reacting strangely when one says I love u..
Sofia: so i react strange, actually i didnt really believe u
me: why?
Sofia: 1 min
phone
me: think over it, u hoshiyar ladki :(

1 minute later

Sofia: ok over
what to think over it? there's nothing to think.
thanks for the trust in me, it means a lot if u really chose me to fall in love with, means im good
me: so u dont think i m crazy?
Sofia: 4 what
me: to say this to a married woman? very possessive bout her husband
Sofia: am i? didnt know...well no its not crazy. its not the first time n hopefully not last :D
why do u think im possessive abt him?
me: by ur self-declaration of.
Sofia: like?
me: u said while chatting that u have everything to keep ur husband tied to u only ;)
Sofia: it doesnt mean im possessive.. i dont have bondage things or hancuffs to keep him tied
me: i ll have to find it from history, bt it ll take a lot of time. i know u said.
bondage? its hot, i just read such a story.
Sofia: i mean in other way :)
to keep him from going away from me. i sure dont want him to, im just a normal wife. u wont want ur wife to go around too much
all's fine
me: bt u used the word " POSSESSIVE "
Sofia: okies
fine
me: that i strongly remember.
Sofia: :) ok ok
me: good.
Sofia: maybe i did n maybe i am
me: anywy, u r mysterious enough to keep me wanting more ;)
Sofia: more what
me: anything of Sofi. mystery is what one doesnt know. can only imagine.
Sofia: this is up to u. i wont give any special effort to be misterious to keep u. im just what i was so far
me: hw many men have u slept with?
Sofia: does it concern u
me: no, just for Knowledge.
Sofia: with my husband only :)
me: wont tell anybody. Aadarsh Bhartiya Naari
I believe u :D
Sofia: right, u have to. im good bahu
me: ya, u r good bahu, u r suppressing ur diesire to declare ur preys.
Sofia: :D u wish. im just not indian
me: thats what i said, suppressing desire to be indian bahu.
Sofia: but i am
what desire ? yaar u confuse me
sorry for the yaar
me: my mood is so touchy, u wont believe. once i broke my mobile worth 4000 Rs. by banging on the wall of my room. that day i got a lot of stuff like ur " yaar "
Sofia: im sorry. im so used to saying it, i usually keep in mind u dont like but now i got confused n smhow it came out. for me its equal to man, dude, smthing like this. not an insult
me: i know, u dont mean anything insulting, bt its my nature that when i have a bad experience,then everything related to that when recollected, give Pain
Sofia: well ok u've got right to say if u dont like smthing
me: well, smtimes it feel like achievement. smtimes like what the hell is this?
Sofia: what is what??
me: nothing, its bout fllying high. from rock bottom.
gotta leave now, have to prepare for my exams.
Sofia: yeah
didnt know ur having exams. ru studying
me: no, for a post grad course in Management
Sofia: good. whens the exam
me: bout 3 months away.
Sofia: ha, now u have to prepare, didnt have to yesterday
me: Yessss," she hissed. "That feels very good, my slave." Carl's tongue darted between……(cant write whole story here)

good bye gift...... lol
Sofia: oh im the ooposite of flattered :(
me: i knew it...
so didnt feel anything?
Sofia: what am i supposed to feel. of course nothing but the my slave thing was funny
me: funny? not sexy?
Sofia: NO
me: a big no.
tough.
Sofia: yeah... cant write bigger one. also, i miss very much the angry smileys of the other chats
me: got offline, downloading dirty video :D
Sofia: will u mind if i say get lost? i can appologize after that :)
dont like it when sm1's addict of dirty movies and dirty stories
me: u'll make me cry,
Sofia: and stating it proudly
me: i m so alone n away from relatives, no friends.
ok, bye then,
Sofia: yeah ok thats ur choice
i just dont like it but its not my business, is it ?