Why People are so Ambitious ??

23rd January, 2008

me: bad day ? :)
Venera: no,no why?:)
I just had a lot of work to do :)
me: n sm stupid ppl gave probs. (part of her status message)
Venera: no,no it's a saying :)
how are you today?:)
me: fine, better. i got to chat 3 girls today :)
Venera: ouu ok then :) you must have been lucky :)
me: yeah, still no gf
Venera: well it's not such a big deal :) dont be upset. be happy :P there is no one to fight with :P
me: i m upset , bt ive learnt to deal with it.
btw who's Pinky?
Venera: that's my cosine and what are you doing in my pictures :>
me: i was studying ur profile :D
Venera: studying?but why?
me: see u dont like depressed ppl. so i shudnt talk my depression
Venera: well I dont :)
ouu dont worry you are not depressed you are upset
me: really, i cant sleep properly since sm yrs.

5 minutes later

me: my office is bout to close.
Venera: that's supper :)
me: what s supper? food at night?
Venera: nooo It means that's great
me: oh u meant super. so tell bout urelf more.
Venera: yeah yeah that's what I mean :)
me: bout family, friends, ambitions, activities......
Venera: well I am Venera I am 20 years old I am a happy littlte thing and well I study computer science and psychology
I am little busy but I ll be back in an houer or so!
me: dont call urself thing,
ohh no, my office hours r over,
sorry bt i ve to leave now, see u tomorrow :)
good night :)

1st February, 2008

me: hello dreamer :)
did u block me on orkut?
why?

Some hours later came her reply..

Venera: I havent block you. I ve deleted my profile there.:)

6th February, 2008

me: hi
Venera: hello there :) how are you,today?
me: ok. got cold last week
Venera: ohh,poor dear.I hope you are feeling better
me: ya i m poor
see u later gotta be on job now. what bout evening ?
Venera: i ll be here :)
me: boss just came so cant chat now. maybe after 3 hour or after duty hours at 6 pm india time, u had prob. with sofia?
Venera: who's sofia?
me: she s from Italy, my chat friend :)
Venera: I 've deleted my profile so I dont know who she is but I am not a trouble maker
me: i know, she also told the same, she doesnt know u :) actually i found u in her friends list :P

13th February, 2008

me: so u too dont like home :)
Venera: I like to be ta home the problem is I dont go home after till 7-8 p.m
studying
me: me too, my prob, is i ve no one waiting at home
Venera: well...that'
that's not very pleasant
me: n i dont llike my parents home
what do u study?
Venera: lots of stuff
me: thats why i asked n u work too?
Venera: I dont work
me: ? the first day we chatted
what was that then?
Venera: now I dont work. I am at home resting :)
me: ok, so nw study full time :)
do u know psychology of married women?
i could leave in half hour for duty
Venera: so you ll be working :)
me: what s ur valentine's day program?
i ve to
Venera: nothing special. going out with friends and drinking a cup of coffee or so :)
me: still better than mine, i dont have friends :(
why not with bf?
Venera: My boyfriend's far away. he wont be able to be with me on sv.Valentine's day
me: my gf is far away in europe. see the tragedy
Venera: yeah i do...and i am sorry for that
me: all the girls i chat with r far away :)
i was just joking. not ur fault :)
what ur bf do?
Venera: he's a programer but he lives in the other end of bulgaria
he's a programist :) and I am an admin :}
me: me got engg degree in electronics
bt wrking in accounts dept
Venera: sounds fun :)
me: yeah, funny it is
what s the use of technical knowledge learned for 6 yrs ?
Venera: much and many :D
me: like?
i wish to do sm other study maybe mba
Venera: sounds nice :)
me: if my to be wife permits :)
ok sweety i ll have to leave :) hope u ll give me ur phone no.
Venera: well ok been nice talking to you :)
me: mine is +91 9********* u may miss call me :)
thanks, usualy ppl get bored

14th February, 2008

me: hi if u dont wna chat just delete me

(offline reply)

Venera: OMG how did you jump in such conclusions??? I just check my mail and go. It's not like I dont want to chat with you :/ ! I was in a rush.

Later that day..

me: sorryyyyy
i was just having a bad mood :)

9 minutes later

Venera: what's with the bad mood?

15th February, 2008

me: hi hw r u todya?
u studying or surfing net? :)

22 minutes later

Venera: I am chating around :)
how are you today?
me: fine
better as u replied :) so u had more interestingg guys ??
Venera: hehe Happy to hear :)
me: so enjoyed ystrdy?
Venera: yes,I did
In front of the pc :>
me: me too alone in home listening sm interesting ppl on radio :P
what :> means?
Venera: opsss..I got to go
talk to you later;/ I am so laterm, cya after an houer

2 hours later

me: u said 1 hour n i waited for 2 hours :)

16th February, 2008

me: hi sweety
Venera: hello sunshine :) how are you today :)
me: great. read my msgs last nite??
Venera: yes I did
and i AM sory, i had to stay two more houers
me: fine
so why u deleted orkut profiel?
Venera: because I was fed up with people who contact me to tell me "hey,you wanna go to a date with me
me: u know i also keep asking girls in my city for date :P
Venera: well good for you
me: not so good, 2 already told me no
Venera: well I have nothing against. I am just fed up becuase those people dont know me and they live in the other far end of the world
me: which ? fare end ? means?
Venera: means if I live in Bulgaria they live in Tigbactu and they want to meet somewhere???!
me: thats meaningless. i dont ask for date straight away bt depends on her profile
Venera: I have a boyfriend so I dont like to meet man. I specified that I am in orcut to mace friends, not to find a lover
me: u mean u ve got ur life partner ?

5 minutes later

Venera: I dont but I am in a relation ship and I am true to him
me: i chat with girls to make friends bt keep hoping to get sm1 to be committed with :)
Venera: aha...well that's not bad. you are a free man :)
me: bt i cant njoy the freedom. like sm1 keeps me poking. earn for ur future, be responsible
Venera: heh
me: be disciplined, etc etc
Venera: you should know to balance
me: thats tough, I dont like limits
Venera: well than you risc to tolerate somethings in your life more and let loos others
me: tell me ur ambition
Venera: I have many
me: the most important one,
Venera: My number one priority is to be true to myself and dont change my priorities and moral
me: so u dont hv any :D
Venera: well I have many but you will never understand them because you have a different moral
me: n what it is? tell me i dont know much bout myself :)
Venera: we are all different. we may have similar hopes but depending on the moral and the things we value the most we have different believes and hopes so If I tell you I value my cat to be in my top 10 things you will laugh. because in your evaluation system ambitions are number one prioriti and love is second and in mine for example love can be first and ambitions second. If i cheat on my boyfriend some people may say "ohh..well things happens" because it's ok for them to cheat but for me it will be a blame for life so i ll never do it
do you get my points of view now?
me: exactly
one thing u got totally wrong that i ve no ambition at all as of now except a lovely wife :)
so that proves a lot of ur guesses bout me wrong :)
Venera: that was an exaple to prove people are different and they value things thir way
i dont know you, I can only guess. I never intended that these is your to 10 system. it was an example
this is not a psychology lesson this is philosophy!
me: bt as a psychology student u must get sm info bout me
yeah
Venera: they are totaly different
oO?!
me: philosophy i ll tell u :) u just check my mental status
Venera: I never tried to :)
me: n try get me out of the present confused state
Venera: this is not something i will do. you are the person who should get his life in his hands. no body can make anything with your life. it's all about you. they can give you advices but they cant make anything to prove your way of living
that's it. simple as that
me: ok then what u think bout extra marital relations?
Venera: what do you mean by extra
me: means suppose i m married. can i have intimate relations with other lady?
Venera: i dont support such relationships. when you got married you chose to be with the person you love for ever and it's a relationship made in front of God and the person you love
me: in india ppl marrry without love too :) what s then?
Venera: blame your parents for making you join a marrige without love
that's horrible. people should have a freedom of choice
me: cant blame. its tough to marry without society's approval here
i think it ll take time to get such guts for me n meanwhile pressure to marry soon is increasing daily. the most imp. is their influence wont allow any lady in my life
i m 28 n no gf, not even for just casual friendship. ok hope to see u after lunch :)

3 minutes later

Venera: ok :)

26th February, 2008

me: hi
Venera: hello :)
me: hw r u?
hw r studies?
Venera: well ok just little under preasure
me: why so, exams?
Venera: well too many things to do
me: like chatting, then......
Venera: oO I am not chatting i am checking my mail
me: oO means?
Venera: means there is an php adapted chat sistem in my gmail. and when i open my mail you see me online
me: whats php?
Venera: see google :)
me: no, u tell me :) google gives so many extra stuff
Venera: I havent got the time. i have to go, cya tonight

1st March, 2008

me: heloooo sweet heart :)
Venera: :) hello there how are you?
me: good as aslways :P
hey i m seeing a group of foreign ladies ( blondes i mean :) from my office window !

2 minutes later

hellooooooooo sexy
Venera: well add them :)
me: means?
wish it wasnt duty hours ;)
Venera: hehe :) well have fun then
me: they'r gone n i m back on job

3rd March, 2008

me: hi sexy
Venera: hello sunshine :) how are you
me: trying to be good
Venera: heh :)
me: why laughing
so u r on facebook or not? i wanna look into ur eyes ;)
Venera: haha I am not. I dont like facebook
me: so where r u?
Venera: I am sleepy
me: me hungry. i cant sleep for yrs, always half asleep

11th March, 2008

me: spi mi se :/
wat this means?
Venera: means I am sleepy in English :P

8 minutes later

me: in class room or on job :)
n what this language is?
Venera: Bulgarian :)

12th March, 2008

me: buzzing around what??? boys :)
Venera: oO noo just doing some thing
why? I am back in orcut
me: great news
where to find u?
Venera: Venera Sokolova?
me: so why do u go off line abruptly?????
thats bad manners.
i m searching you :)
Venera: that's being busy not bad manners
me: ya bt urs is so abrupt, not evern bye
so if u ve put photo in album why not on the home page :)
Venera: because it doesnt want to stand there
me: ha ha ha so ur photo speaks like ur eyes :)
Venera: ?
me: u said it doesnt want to stand ? for what?
Venera: for the home page
me: hey if u r strong why would u go away from reality? (regarding her status message that I don’t remember now)
Venera: because I dont like it
me: like me :) bt why so?
Venera: because I can stand reality but I don't like it
me: thats good bt i mean whats that reality? like i dont like my job
Venera: no Like I dont like the people
me: certain ppl or whole world???
Venera: poeple as all people
me: oh no think u r hurt really bad. i feel the same bt i m positive, cant blame all for deeds of certain ppl :)
Venera: Ok I understaned that but what I dont understaned is why people are so ambicios
me: yeah me too. is ur bf like that?
Venera: neeh he's cool
me: good for u then, one to like for u :)
so if u r not ambitious, what drives u every morning :)

7 minutes later

me: hey sexy
Venera: memories
me: u r so llike me :)
i mean u get u p n think bout what u ll do today n where it ll take u in future
u r studying for what?
u hate ppl so there must be smthng they stopped u from :)
thats ur ambition !

8 minutes later

Venera: neeh...it doesnt metter, I must go now
me: lost in dreams ?
Venera: take care