Her View of Herself

21st January, 2008

me: why red signal ???? ruth gayee ho :P
Chitra: dont forget i chat not only to u. if i put something its not personal.
actually i was having some work. office mail was nt working so was using my personal.
me: u r so sincere :D i hope only i was so devoted to duty :)
Chitra: what
me: so did u get my msgs ??? this was the first weekend with cigarettes all day !
Chitra: i got them. i havent been online at all.
so why were u smoking all the time
me: its like a chain reaction, due to effect of smoking, i feel like sooo bored, then to have a high i smoke, it causes more boredom.. kuchh karne ko mann nahi karta
Chitra: yes it is chain reaction. its like a magic circle, u fall once n it is very difficult to go out.
me: help me, suggest smthng.
Chitra: quit smoking :)
me: great, never bfore saw such a solution. to the point.
Chitra: its simple...ur not so addicted yet i suppose so it wont be that hard
me: i know, only thing I need is an alternative activity.

5 minutes later

Chitra: eat fruits or chocolate any time u feel like smoking. ur not faced with fat problem so chocolate could work for u and it gives the boost and mood.
me: i keep chocolate biscuits n use it. bt u know the benefit of smoking? that s to be considered too :)
Chitra: what is it
me: lessens sex drive, to which it has given solution :)
hi soni !
Chitra: sorry gtg to eat.. see u later
me: dont go.

6 minutes later

me: as usual,when it comes to sex, people run away from me :P

38 minutes later

me: welcome bak :)
Chitra: thx
me: so comments ? on my reply ?
Chitra: what reply? i only got - dont go
me: bt u did go. i asked bout the sex thing .
Chitra: ah that.. i dont know
me: i take 7 to 10 a day, already feeling tired all day.
Chitra: well stop it what is ur problem
me: girls :P

7 minutes later

me: basically this is the problem.

8 minutes later

Chitra: i've said it many times, what is the solution from my point of view. get married i mean or another option, find gf
me: till then?
Chitra: from what i know n heard from my friend, indian girls r more dirty-minded n naughty than our girls here, so its not such prob.
me: dirty :P really???
Chitra: yes. he was saying even when he was 15-16 it was full of girls in his village who were ready to have sex. his colleagues, friends, many were having sex regularly with diff people just for the fun.
that b4 marriage.
among the students in his college.
Everywhere.
me: what the hell is this? m i the only one who's not getting it?
kitna anyaay hai? i m waiting since 10 yrs.. all r having it :(
Chitra: i dont know
me: sex just for the fun :D i d love it so much :P
Chitra: u got to be friendly, nice and appeal to the girls which is not so hard.
me: bt what bout that just for fun? it must b without relations n all that. spontaneous.
why hasnt it happend to me?
Chitra: i dont know. maybe ur not the type who inspire this desire in a girl.
me: leave girls, what bout women?
Chitra: its same :)
girls, women, what is the difference
me: women r sexier, dont have fear of sex :P
Chitra: what makes girl a woman
me: i guess we call virgin as girl n others as women. bt smtimes sm r more women sm remain girl life time.
by attitude i mean.
Chitra: oh
me: m i wrong? u explain. generally i go by instinct to judge.
Chitra: i dont know.. im not expert in this topic
me: u r woman,na?
Chitra: no, my view of me is of a girl
me: ohh why do women r sexually more attractive than girls?
achha to tumhara Bal Vivaah hua hai :D
Chitra: come on, it depends.. its very subjective
me: bt my experience is girls dont inspire sex as much as women.
Chitra: in ur opinion girl is something n in mine another.. thats y im saying subjective

6 minutes later

me: so gayyeee? surfing orkut i guess :)
Chitra: no. writing some documents..
me: she told me shut up :(
Chitra: ru nasty with her
me: she didnt replly so I said r u sleeping? then i said “were u dreaming bout me” ?
Chitra: yup u were nasty
me: why? she likes flirts.
Chitra: really
me: read in orkut. i dint talk bout nipple this time :P still she got hot.
me: u know venera?
so gayee kya?
dreamin bout me???gotta leave sm1 is waiting. see u tomrrow good night sweet dreams.. i wish aapke Pati aaj snorr nahi kare :D