her court will pronounce me weak..

2nd October, 2007

me: whats not easy?
Saavi: decisions :)
me: find?
Saavi: what
me: u wrote aint easy to find?
finding decisions ?

5 minutes later

Saavi: ah no, to take them. but it will be same as to find them
me: bout wedding plans :)?
Saavi: no. do u hope for this? im actually bothered by this work. i suppose hard work will be till end of this month. later it will not be that hectic but who knows. and the reason will be that i will take leave...but december i wont have so much work, i hope
me: u r certain to marry :P ? what did u mean i hope for?
Saavi: im certain. actually this is formality only im married since more than 2 years
me: yeah, i forgot that. so will u give ur contact no?

10 minutes later

me: helloooooooooo sunti ho?
Saavi: i dont like this sunti ho, dont use it any more. why do u need contact no?
me: just to talk, nothing else.
Saavi: i dont know. will see :)
me: ok, its not so important, its just that in india i can call easily compared to ISD calls :)
Saavi: i see
me: its holiday, m in cafe to pass time, hw's ur work today?
Saavi: right, gandhi ji.
work is much but im taking my time...im alone in office, the others from the other company worked on the weekend n took rest today
what do u think of gandhi?
me: thousands of roads, bldngs, companies, etc etc r named after him in India-- father of the nation.
i dont know him personally.
Saavi: yeah sure, i would be surprised otherwise.
still, no opinion?
me: i know what i m taught in school bout the great man n his sacrifices. my opinion is not on personal experience, u see

6 minutes later

me: u r alone? totally?
Saavi: yeah. there r visitors now and then coming but no one constantly staying.
me: so hw it feel wthout boss at work :)
Saavi: i dont have boss at office. they come and go whenever they have work here. they have their own offices. this is an NGO and the board members have their own companies. we communicate all the time, thru phone and mails
me: u r alone there , i m alone here :P
my time is up, must leave now. its hot outside. still i ll have to go out. cu 2moro in office.
Saavi: okies see u

3rd October, 2007

me: iima? from u?
Saavi: why whats wrong? im going to take sandwich will come back in 10 mins.

9 minutes later

me: if these r management fundas, i wont do mba.
Saavi: k im back
me: boss is always right :) right now.
Saavi: what
me: boss was telling smthng so i could not answer
ur cell cant receive MMS or what?
Saavi: it can
me: then its my ntwork prob. :)
Saavi: right. i did get a msg from u at night, to come online. i saw it in morning
me: i sent it yesteredy 12.15 pm. when having lunch in a hotel

8 minutes later

Saavi: i see. but it came at night

6 minutes later

me: happens.. when the network is busy smtimes.
Saavi: doesnt happen here
me: i mean when other girls r hitting on me.
Saavi: we would protest if it did.
me: :P
Saavi: oh yes yes

20 minutes later

me: so when r u coming ?
Saavi: 5th next month
me: i think Diwali is planned in India :)
Saavi: yes. obviously.
me: u like diwali?
Saavi: yeah, in india its fun. i've seen just one, i was on the top of some small hotel in varanasi. the fireworks were impressive
me: ya, in childhood that was major attraction. otherwise m not much into diwali.
Saavi: then what ru into?
which holiday?
me: was to say, Patakha Girls or ladies :P
Saavi: i knew it
me: loved to fly kites till late. holi too is good, to see wet ladies.
Saavi: ur disgusting
me: why cant i have interest in flying kites? its good for environment.
Saavi: thats fine. u like the holi, in order to see wet ladies.
me: no no no. its just a part of it.
u see its a good way to socialize, to feel free n wild, with colours n water everywhere. can get child inside u out ;)
m not disgusting, deprivation has caused sm weirdness.
Saavi: it has happened to all indians, unfortunately to girls also. taboos on simple things cause such things in them. i ve seen girls in my hostel. they were disgusting, hugging, kissing, behaving like lovers.
me: lesbos u mean?
Saavi: all videshis used to say its bcos these things r banned for them.
no, they were straight but bcos of normal hormones. they r not allowed to see boys, talk to them even, lead a normal life. a person is supposed to be kept away from everything lke this till marriage in India. not talk not think. its hidden. thats why its so strong. n ppl go to some extents i havent seen. due to suppression.
me: n here i dont have red light area too in Gujarat just like whisky ban :)
Saavi: see to what extent this is leading u. to think about prostitutes.
me: anyway they are very interesting :P
Saavi: poor future wife of urs. i dont like weak ppl. i dont know, can never convince myself that they r ok. for me weak ppl are weak n for pity
me: m weak??????????? after 27 yrs, i m virgin.
Saavi: like normal indian
me: u know n tell m weak?
Saavi: ur not the only one.
yes u r
maybe not yet thou but if u do go to prostitute my court will pronounce u weak :)