Preachings from Sofia devi

17th July, 2007

me: u there?
Sofia: yup
me: i've got cold & headache, bt cant take leave. couldnt even take medicine :(
Sofia: grim vision
why not medicine at least ?
me: what's grim vision?
Sofia: its like, grim prospect for the day.
me: not much problem, cold is usual for me. for the fear of side effect i cant take medicine with empty stomach

& now m hungry too, so cu after lunch.
me: which one?
Sofia: what which one
me: what u said in reply to my reply?
Sofia: which situations have u been in
me: struggling for every thing in life, to have food, to get education, to get job nd now to find suitable wife!!!!!
seems like Struggle is there forever.
Sofia: life is a stuggle itself. its like this with everyone. this is what i was just thinking 5 mins back. i have to struggle for every small thing but it was concerning my appearance :) but in general its so do not think its only with u. the key is to stop thinking of it as s struggle, but as enjoyment. some entertaining activity, then u'll enjoy it
me: bt if u want smthng & r denied hw can u enjoy? evry1 struggles to achieve smthng, isnt it? what if u have nthng to achieve?
then why should u?
Sofia: u should either stop wanting things, or wanting them so much, or stop getting sad when u dont get them. u know what i do in such case, i convince myself that thing would harm me thats why i didnt get it :)
i didnt get particular job then i thought i wouldnt manage well there, the colleagues would be terrible thats why god saved me from it
like this with everything.